~Who Needs Wine When You Have Sweet Kisses~

Maaa, I really feel like I should be doing so much more~.

Going out with Yuujirou-kun the other night was nice enough, but I haven't been out to see anyone else really. I thought about taking a trip home, just to check on the shop and see how things are going out there, I suppose that wouldn't hurt~. Going home and seeing some old friends...

Heaven knows I haven't been doing nearly enough with the store here, but hopefully soon I'll have things up and running again~. That will be nice, to start feeling a little more like myself once more~.

I think I would like to say that things are looking better, but with as strange as it's all been I'm not sure that I want to jinx myself that way~. So I suppose I'll just keep going with the flow and try not to worry so much over certain things...

It seems I might become part of a project of sorts, I still don't know all the details but I imagine that it can't be bad for me~.  I've hardly been doing anything in the shop as it is, maybe something else to do with my time will help move things along a little better, ne?  I might have to force myself but it's better than just sitting around and waiting for all of my inspiration to come back~. ❤

It's gone again...

I wonder if it even really came back or if I was just fooling myself.


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I think I really should try to get out more~. Such a shame to spend all of my time inside, even if I have been a little more inspired as of late~.


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Things are starting to look a little better~. ♥

The other night in the cafe was interesting, to say the least. I got the chance to see Natsu-chan again, such a fun one he is~.  And always so cute~. I really should try to see him more often, maybe when I finally feel like my inspiration has completely returned...

All of the time with Yuujirou-kun has been nice too, even if he has been rather stressed lately~. ♥

I think....

I'm going to close the shop for a while.  I have a few things that I need to...sort out.


Charden-chan, I'll come by sometime in the next few days if that's all right?  At your convenience, of course...

Marluxia-san~ ♥  The flowers were lovely~.  When I have the time I'll make sure that you get something equally nice in return~!


Maaaa, I can't believe how quickly Valentine's Day came up and I didn't even prepare anything~.  I should have at least put something together to hand out at the store...

Though I suppose there's still a little time, na~. I could always go out later and try to spread some cheer for such a lovely holiday~.  Who knows, who knows~. ♥

I finally managed to get myself out of the house and I think I'm starting to feel somewhat better~. ♥

I had the immense pleasure of meeting Spitfire-san~. I wonder if I'll get the chance to meet with him again, I think that would be rather nice~.


I also ran into Ringo-chan and we made plans for Tuesday~.  I really am looking forward to that, it's a chance to pull myself out of this horrible slump that I've been in...


There was also quite the gathering of women in the cafe while I was there, one of which was a dancer. She seemed rather nice~. Though her job description did make me feel a little...uncomfortable.

Hnn...

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I wonder where my inspiration has gone~.

I recently go to spend time with Ringo-chan again~.  It really was so nice just talking with her in the park like that~.

Beautiful scenery and a beautiful girl, how could that combination go wrong~? ♥

I think I want to make some Christmas cards for the few people I know around here, it gives me an excuse to give things to people~.  Not that I ever need a reason to be generous, but I feel like for once I actually want to get swept up in the buzz of the holiday season.

Oho~.  Charden-chan~~.  I have that birthday present for you. ♥



Also, Ringo-chan~.  Thank you for sharing your time with me the other night. Take care of yourself until the next time we meet~.

I should get out more, I feel antsy.

Another pleasant night out at the cafe~.

I didn't get the milkshake that I went after, but I still got so spend some time with someone just as sweet~~!


Ringo-chan~! Let me know when you're free and we'll have that dinner we talked about. ♥

Oh ho ho ho~.

It's Halloween~. A time for parties, candy, and girls in cute costumes~. ♥

Perhaps I should venture out this evening to that party, see if I can find more inspiration~. Not that I need to start anymore projects, but looking certainly doesn't hurt!

I still need to finish the dress for my adorable little waiter-chan. It's nearly done, but I feel that something is missing.

I feel like I've been cooped up at home forever~.

I'm not even sure I've opened the shop once in the last week. Shame on me~. I think in the end it was a bad idea for me to start so many projects at once, but I just couldn't help myself! I've been so inspired lately~.

Perhaps I should make it a point to get out more, force myself to slow down before I burn out~. That would be tragic!

I do so love meeting new people~.

I met a charming young woman by the name of Ringo this evening~.  She was quite a gem and oh so lovely~.


I've also just realized that my birthday is coming up here pretty soon.  I'm quite sure I don't know what I'm going to do for it, if anything~.  Perhaps I will just have a quiet night in with a bottle of wine~.  Perhaps, perhaps~.

Saa~.  Yet another trip to the cafe for inspiration.  There was such an elegant lady there, if only I had taken more of an opportunity to speak with her~.  It would have been nice to get to know Commissioner-san a little bit better~. <3

I'm afraid I haven't been out as often as I would like, I've been so hard at work on my waiter-chan's dress~!  It's coming along rather nicely I must say, I can't wait until I have the entire thing finished.  Oh yes, it's going to be so so pretty~.  It's a shame that I wasn't more inspired when I got home, perhaps then I could have had the entire thing finished tonight.

Charden-chan~~.

I enjoyed our talk ever so much and I look forward to the next time our paths cross~. <3

Even if you did mildly irritate me.

Oho~.  It was quite an interesting night indeed!

I went back to the cafe tonight and met so many more interesting people. 

I think at some point I'm going to need to apologize to that poor waiter.  The boy was quite traumatized when Axel and I accosted him to feel his ears.  It was in the name of science, though~.  How else were we supposed to find out if they were real or not?

I was a little inspired by some of the other occupants of the cafe.  They had on such adorable outfits~. I'm looking forward to designing something for waiter-chan, after all he was the most inspiring one~. It really is a shame that he's a boy, he would make such an interesting woman~.

I should check to see what sort of fabric I have packed away, I could even start tonight since it doesn't seem that I'll be sleeping anytime soon...

I stopped by that cafe this evening.  It was quite nice~.

I met a charming young woman by the name of Miwako who seems quite interested in design.

I do believe if she comes by the shop I shall do her nails for free~ <3. Oh!  Perhaps I'll give her a complimentary gift bag as well~.  I do enjoy giving things to cute girls!!


Also, I have to laugh.  I've been called 'gay' many times, but I don't think I've ever been referred to as a 'cockaholic'.  Truth be told the phrase makes me want to giggle~. <3